January 2011
54 posts
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Sometimes I’m too frightened to.
A fleeting thought, a moment of panic, then everything goes black. On occasion I sink. And slowly, slowly, slowly but surely, the light starts to flow back from the edges in. On both my constant blackouts & my day-to-day life.
Awake, with a smile and a dream.
It’s scary as fuck. But if there is even the littlest bit of hope, I feel like it could be worth the fear. Or maybe I’m a crazy person.
I don’t sleep. I know that isn’t anything new, for me. But now I really don’t sleep. I think instead. Think a million things at once. And sometimes just one thing, over and over and over and over again. Invent scenarios that will never happen and let my mind get carried away with me before crashing back down to earth. I push that blunt, disappointing realisation to the back of...
“Take me out tonight Where there’s music and there’s people Who are young and alive.. Driving in your car I never never want to go home Because I haven’t got one anymore..”
To smile again, and mean it. To laugh. To enjoy the company. To just be me.
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Anonymous asked: Hi. I just wanted to say, I read your blog a lot (stalkerish for the win) and I am going through a rough time as well. I am all alone and on the edge of losing everything, Today I looked on you flickr and saw you are selling stuff on Etsy, and this made me excited <3 i definately want to buy something, love the stuff! I wanted to thank you for the inspiration your blog had provided me. And...
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